Saturday, August 1, 2009

My Assignment

You and Me

“She thought she bought something but he bought nothing at all”, someone said. This quote was in my head, since I can recognize things around me. Does it have any meaning? I once asked my parents, ‘Where was it from?’ or ‘What does it mean?’ But, they just said, “You have to find the meaning by yourself.” It is easy to figure what it mean in the usual way but, in the ‘DEEP’ way, it hardly to understand. So, I left this quote behind, and then I go on my life as usual. During alive with happiness, there was something I can’t even notice.
I have grown up from the passing time. I start feeling like I had ants in my head, and it’s takes a couple of days. With this problem, I take a sleep. While I sleep, I dream. I dream of some woman, said something that I can’t hear. I just see her mouth moving. In my dream, I don’t see myself; I can’t feel anything, just looking at HER. I woke up in the evening, sky was really dull, and it made me feel rain. I stay in my room but it make me felt I sitting in a box. I felt uncomfortable, something in my head walking, I felt it move.
Suddenly, the door open, the person whom her face were alike me, walking fast but firmly, looking straight to me then said, “She thought she bought something but she bought nothing at all. Wants to know what its mean? I nodded “You are a clone”, she said. My irises open widely and my mind was gone, I can’t think of any. “Now, did you know the meaning?” the original of me, asked with a gun point to my head. “I know…” the meaning for me is so cruel, I… who I thought I am, was not the one I am. “Me is not Me, that’s the answer”, I said. “Correct” The answer was coming from HER who’s like me, SHE whom I dream, SHE who is my original, all of SHE is real. She lever her gun then said, “Sayonara… ichiban moderu [Goodbye… Model No.1]”
Then she fired the gun, I even don’t know what the last sentence mean, I just died before thinking about that. “Then why I can tell you all about this? So, sayonara”

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